eh , hi guys , important one.

MEINGOTT

I HAVE 1000+ watcher already

i swear i just have about 800+ watcher when i check it last month ( maybe )

and i already have 1000+ watcher just in 10 months ?
which its mean i have around 100 watcher in every fucking months

AND WHY I ADD SO MANY INGLIP ICON

sorry , this is just hard to believe guys. let me use this icon for now ( i cant just express my happiness )

okay , im happy i got more watcher , having more watcher means i have more people who likes my art , right ?

but please, *raise hand* i dont like Grammar nazi , if you want to correct me , please correct me in nice way ( you know what i meant )
if you find a wrong grammar in my comic or art or something else in my art , you have my permission for correct it, but remember , NICELY.
if you are my old watcher , you guys will know WHAT I TROUGH doing this 10 month in DA.
really , i just can say this to you all.

I FUCKING HAVE HATERS, a lot of them , i HAVE maybe around 10 people and more, who always sticking me behind my DA, my TUMBLR, and facebook today because they dont like my " life is beautiful " art ,

first of all , they hate me because i cant speak english fluently, so yeah , they are Grammar nazi.
some people doesnt like my jokes about usuk , gerita, rochu, or even spamano ( my otp ) ,
some people are making wars with my ship.
some people doesnt like my style,hahaha and claim that its her style ( originality they say ) I'M THE THIEF ONE ? funny .
ahhaha ( even i want to argue with them , but what can i say, english is not my first language, i will never win , say, i just reply them , and they start to correct all my grammar,hahaha i just can stand behind in the back of my black corner )

so guys, I LOVE YOU ALL . really .
if you guys love my arts, just enjoy it, if its still wrong grammar or else in the art *coughlikethedoujinsandcomicstripscough* you all have my permission to correct me, but please no negative comment something like this.


i had enough of Grammar nazi in my page,
if you have some time, you guys can comment me in my page or my arts, i always reply all of it.
some people are shocked if i remember them, hahaha
im a nice one, lovely , a little bit crazy if you say . i love humour so much , even its a rape jokes pedo pervert one,
i having a bad day at my child age, when i at my 8-12 years old, i got abuse by one of my police officer who always stand by near my school yard, ( i dont know the english , let just say this police officer ) hahah
he , kiss me , hug me, even touching - i cant say more about that - hahaha so its mean , HE IS PEDO - PERVERT - he even try to rape me ONCE, hahaha XDD ( but its failed , one of my friend called me when he try to rape me , so im save ! ) but im too young for knowing that, and i just let it go.

8 until 12 years, so its mean i got abuse for fucking 4 years at my school , hahaha so amazing
actually , when i know he is clearly sexual harrassement me, im in shock, so much , i dont want to go to school for fucking months , i became a hygiene one, i will bathe for fucking a day , ( not really , just maybe 6 times a day ) hahahaha so its my TRAUMA .
but still , i got throught it, im not let myself DROWN to that sad past . I MOVE ON.

thats why, when people saying jokes about rape - pedo - and pervert , i know what its mean, its CRUEL , its not the right one to do, its CRIME you know, hahaha
BUT , im looking at the BIG PICTURE , some people maybe hate that 3 jokes because its HARSH , they get offended because they actually through that ( maybe not as dump as me )
BUT again , i actually only can say this, like maybe pewdie jokes about rapes in his video , EVERYBODY FUCKING KNOW HE DONT DO THAT RAPE CRIME - but people still judge them - and everybody who view his video are know he is just JOKING , so just enjoy the joke.

*taking this comment from someone from PEWDIE GROUP about dark humor*

1# I agree with you. Rape is certainly not something to make fun of but is obvious that Pewdie doesn`t mean to offend anyone. And besides, noone keeps attention to what he`s talking while playing. Pewdie rambles about irrelevant stuff all the time and i bet he doesnt even notice. Yes, he makes rape and gay jokes but who hasn`t? His aim is to make you laugh, not insulting you and that`s what matters. And people who haven`t realised that are all silly geese with no pancake mix.
( i mean this one , is really like me ) hahahaa

2# What is it lately with everyone getting all up in arms about rape jokes? Let me lay some facts out for those who are offended by Pewdie's humor.

Fact: I am a former rape victim. I now identify as a rape survivor. I've moved on.

Joke: Hey, I just met you...and this is crazy...but, RAPE!

^ That's funny. There's a difference between being sick enough in the head to think rape is actually funny, and bringing a bit of humor to something that could be very dark for someone else. If anything, you guys should be thanking him for making light of something so horrible. But instead of smiling, laughing and helping make the world a better place through just being happy, you choose to whine and complain and leave behind a truly brilliant entertainer. Why? Because you have your snobby little noses in the air and are apparently hoping that censorship will shut out all the bad stuff.

Too bad, sorry to tell you, it'll all still be there. We'll just have to deal with it on our own because people will be too afraid to talk about it for fear of censorship laws.

--- THAT 2 comments describe me so much
y'know, as a former victim  of actually almost 3 taboo hahaha , i want to make people happy , in my case , as an artist , i do like making people laugh, and cry , an upside down serious killer, i like that one, hahaha
( which means, thats why almost all my arts is COMEDY , and ANGST )

even its a rape jokes or pedo or pervert , i enjoy every little things and make a fun about it , just like the comment above, i tried to make a SAD THINGS become a white one , a happy one for you all .
I , MAYBE OFFENDED SOME OF MY WATCHER about this, but i think i really want to tell this out , because if you watch me , you must know me , the real me .

i just want to say , its happy to find people who love my arts, but not love the real me , when they find my arts about the taboo jokes or something they get offended about ,they say , you must not draw something like that or else, aww c'mon

so you guys can UNWATCH ME if you dont like me ,
rape-pedo-pervert is a bad things,but jokes ? i draw a comic about BTT is trio perverts, and you guys got offended ? meingott, GO TO JAPAN girls. you must see it with open eyes

okay , UNWATCH me if you guys got offended by this post , or still watch me because you love me who i am .
maybe harsh , but i dont want in the future, when i make a rape-pedo-pervert jokes in my page , you guys start to spam me flam me , and else, better lost a lot of watcher than got more haters ,hahahaa XDD

by the way , this is the comic i made a long time ago ----> this comic  its about france ,hahaha you all can read it , i already say , i try to make a light in your black past , im the former victim too, but i move on. some people are still got offended by that 3 taboo jokes, but for me ? not at all ,
when i meet my friend, i always give them a hug , a tight one , i describe my feeling with that one action , saying how much i love them, and they will say " AWWW ~ dont hug me so tight ! YOURE PERVERT ! are you trying to rape me ?? " and give me a hug back , i will laugh a lot, thats my day . thats how i describe a jokes and the not one.

so, think with a big picture. i hope you guys understand why i must make  A LONG JOURNAL ABOUT THIS KIND OF THINGS.
its my FIRST TIME reveal to you all , MY SECRET - hahaha even my family doesnt know i got through that when i was young.

so SMILE guys, sad past doenst mean you always hate it, defend it , make a sad one become a happy one.
this is me , trying to make my sad one became a happy one. even i know i will have a tough journey for it.

simple as that , you guys can unwatch me if you doesnt agree. or start to hating me .
but please, i dont want to make A WAR HERE, i just saying my heart through journal , i have a limited english, so i think grammar nazi will start to correct me, and all the flowing note will come to me today.
inbox full with haters, - thats what i say , - NIGHTMARE -.
if you dont agree ,  dont give me harsh comment, i will never comment back - block you - report spam - hide comment - thats it - we doesnt have the same opinion, so why i still kept you who will start to hate me in the future ?

people have they own opinion , but i want to end this hate chain , so haters will start to leave me.
i had enough of negative comment about how you guys hate me , hate my art , hate my doujins, hate my jokes, hate my comic , ALL OF IT.
its like a pierce on my heart everytime i see negative comment , like , DIE FUCKEEERRRSS - yeah something like that,hahaha

and thanks for reading this journal , i hope you guys dont mind if i still cant reply all the comments due my busy day
i love y'guys.

i still hope you guys will always love me. even i make a mistake about something and else. people are not perfect. nobody perfect. different opinions makes people feel the life and taste it.
thanks again